Sorry guys...
i know that I annoy a lot of people... I guess I have a hard time just being me... I am not looking for sympathy...

Truth is, I am not sure how to be me. I can act dumb, I can act like I think that I know something, I can act like I almost have a clue.... I don't and I know that it is probably evident. I came to bluffton hoping to actually take advantage of the second chance with people. Starting over... starting new.... Turns out I am still fake. I want to actually be real but I have never been allowed. I know johnny hates the book, but wild at heart helped me realize that I wasn't born to be annoying, I wasn't born to chases everyone away. I was born to be the way that my heart is. I am sorry... I do not want to be this way...